The Arden Shakespeare Complete Works Page 8

  When what I seek, my weary travel’s end,

  Doth teach that ease and that repose to say,

  ‘Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend.’

  The beast that bears me, tired with my woe,

  Plods dully on to bear that weight in me,

  As if by some instinct the wretch did know

  His rider loved not speed being made from thee:

  The bloody spur cannot provoke him on

  That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide,

  Which heavily he answers with a groan,

  More sharp to me than spurring to his side,

  For that same groan doth put this in my mind:

  My grief lies onward and my joy behind.

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  Thus can my love excuse the slow offence

  Of my dull bearer, when from thee I speed:

  From where thou art, why should I haste me thence?

  Till I return, of posting is no need.

  O what excuse will my poor beast then find,

  When swift extremity can seem but slow?

  Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;

  In winged speed no motion shall I know;

  Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;

  Therefore desire, of perfect’st love being made,

  Shall neigh no dull flesh in his fiery race,

  But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade:

  Since from thee going he went wilful slow,

  Towards thee I’ll run, and give him leave to go.

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  So am I as the rich, whose blessed key

  Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure,

  The which he will not every hour survey,

  For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure;

  Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare,

  Since, seldom coming, in the long year set,

  Like stones of worth they thinly placed are,

  Or captain jewels in the carcanet.

  So is the time that keeps you as my chest,

  Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide,

  To make some special instant special blessed

  By new unfolding his imprisoned pride.

  Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope,

  Being had, to triumph; being lacked, to hope.

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  What is your substance, whereof are you made,

  That millions of strange shadows on you tend?

  Since every one hath every one one shade,

  And you, but one, can every shadow lend;

  Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit

  Is poorly imitated after you;

  On Helen’s cheek all art of beauty set

  And you in Grecian tires are painted new;

  Speak of the spring, and foison of the year:

  The one doth shadow of your beauty show,

  The other as your bounty doth appear,

  And you in every blessed shape we know.

  In all external grace you have some part,

  But you like none, none you, for constant heart.

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  O how much more doth beauty beauteous seem

  By that sweet ornament which truth doth give!

  The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem

  For that sweet odour which doth in it live;

  The canker blooms have full as deep a dye

  As the perfumed tincture of the roses,

  Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly,

  When summer’s breath their masked buds discloses;

  But for their virtue only is their show

  They live unwooed, and unrespected fade,

  Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so;

  Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made;

  And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth;

  When that shall vade, by verse distils your truth.

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  Not marble, nor the gilded monuments

  Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;

  But you shall shine more bright in these contents

  Than unswept stone, besmeared with sluttish time.

  When wasteful war shall statues overturn

  And broils root out the work of masonry,

  Nor Mars his sword, nor war’s quick fire, shall burn

  The living record of your memory:

  ’Gainst death, and all oblivious enmity,

  Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room

  Even in the eyes of all posterity

  That wear this world out to the ending doom.

  So till the judgement that yourself arise,

  You live in this, and dwell in lovers’ eyes.

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  Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said

  Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,

  Which but today by feeding is allayed,

  Tomorrow sharpened in his former might;

  So, love, be thou; although today thou fill

  Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,

  Tomorrow see again, and do not kill

  The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness;

  Let this sad interim like the ocean be

  Which parts the shore, where two contracted new

  Come daily to the banks, that when they see

  Return of love, more blessed may be the view;

  Or call it winter, which being full of care

  Makes summer’s welcome thrice more wished, more rare.

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  Being your slave, what should I do but tend

  Upon the hours and times of your desire?

  I have no precious time at all to spend,

  Nor services to do, till you require;

  Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour

  Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,

  Nor think the bitterness of absence sour

  When you have bid your servant once adieu;

  Nor dare I question with my jealous thought

  Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,

  But like a sad slave stay and think of naught,

  Save, where you are, how happy you make those.

  So true a fool is love, that in your will,

  Though you do anything, he thinks no ill.

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  That god forbid, that made me first your slave,

  I should in thought control your times of pleasure,

  Or at your hand th’account of hours to crave,

  Being your vassal bound to stay your leisure.

  O let me suffer, being at your beck,

  Th’imprisoned absence of your liberty,

  And patience tame, to sufferance bide each check,

  Without accusing you of injury.

  Be where you list, your charter is so strong

  That you yourself may privilege your time

  To what you will; to you it doth belong

  Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime.

  I am to wait, though waiting so be hell,

  Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well.

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  If there be nothing new, but that which is

  Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled,

  Which, labouring for invention, bear amiss

  The second burden of a former child?

  O that record could with a backward look

  Even of five hundred courses of the sun

  Show me your image in some antique book,

  Since mind at first in character was done,

  That I might see what the old world could say

  To this composed wonder of your frame;

  Whether we are mended, or whe’er better they,

  Or whether revolution be the same.

  O sure I am, the wits of former days

  To subjects worse have given admiring praise.

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  Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,

  So do ou
r minutes hasten to their end,

  Each changing place with that which goes before,

  In sequent toil all forwards do contend.

  Nativity, once in the main of light,

  Crawls to maturity; wherewith being crowned

  Crooked eclipses ’gainst his glory fight,

  And time, that gave, doth now his gift confound.

  Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth,

  And delves the parallels in beauty’s brow;

  Feeds on the rarities of nature’s truth,

  And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow.

  And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,

  Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.

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  Is it thy will thy image should keep open

  My heavy eyelids to the weary night?

  Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken

  While shadows like to thee do mock my sight?

  Is it thy spirit that thou send’st from thee

  So far from home into my deeds to pry,

  To find out shames and idle hours in me,

  The scope and tenor of thy jealousy?

  O no, thy love, though much, is not so great;

  It is my love that keeps mine eye awake,

  Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat,

  To play the watchman ever for thy sake.

  For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere,

  From me far off, with others all too near.

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  Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye,

  And all my soul, and all my every part;

  And for this sin there is no remedy,

  It is so grounded inward in my heart.

  Methinks no face so gracious is as mine,

  No shape so true, no truth of such account,

  And for myself mine own worth do define

  As I all other in all worths surmount.

  But when my glass shows me myself indeed,

  Beated and chopped with tanned antiquity,

  Mine own self-love quite contrary I read;

  Self, so self-loving, were iniquity;

  ’Tis thee (myself) that for myself I praise,

  Painting my age with beauty of thy days.

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  Against my love shall be as I am now,

  With time’s injurious hand crushed and o’erworn;

  When hours have drained his blood, and filled his brow

  With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn

  Hath travailed on to age’s steepy night,

  And all those beauties whereof now he’s king

  Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight,

  Stealing away the treasure of his spring;

  For such a time do I now fortify

  Against confounding age’s cruel knife,

  That he shall never cut from memory

  My sweet love’s beauty, though my lover’s life.

  His beauty shall in these black lines be seen,

  And they shall live, and he in them still green.

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  When I have seen by time’s fell hand defaced

  The rich proud cost of outworn buried age;

  When sometime lofty towers I see down razed,

  And brass eternal slave to mortal rage;

  When I have seen the hungry ocean gain

  Advantage on the kingdom of the shore,

  And the firm soil win of the wat’ry main,

  Increasing store with loss, and loss with store;

  When I have seen such interchange of state,

  Or state itself confounded, to decay,

  Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate:

  That time will come and take my love away.

  This thought is as a death, which cannot choose

  But weep to have that which it fears to lose.

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  Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea,

  But sad mortality o’er-sways their power,

  How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea,

  Whose action is no stronger than a flower?

  O how shall summer’s honey breath hold out

  Against the wrackful siege of batt’ring days

  When rocks impregnable are not so stout,

  Nor gates of steel so strong, but time decays?

  O fearful meditation! Where, alack,

  Shall time’s best jewel from time’s chest lie hid?

  Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back,

  Or who his spoil o’er beauty can forbid?

  O none, unless this miracle have might:

  That in black ink my love may still shine bright.

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  Tired with all these for restful death I cry:

  As to behold desert a beggar born,

  And needy nothing trimmed in jollity,

  And purest faith unhappily forsworn,

  And gilded honour shamefully misplaced,

  And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,

  And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,

  And strength by limping sway disabled,

  And art made tongue-tied by authority,

  And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill,

  And simple truth miscalled simplicity,

  And captive good attending captain ill:

  Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,

  Save that to die I leave my love alone.

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  Ah, wherefore with infection should he live,

  And with his presence grace impiety,

  That sin by him advantage should achieve,

  And lace itself with his society?

  Why should false painting imitate his cheek,

  And steal dead seeing of his living hue?

  Why should poor beauty indirectly seek

  Roses of shadow, since his rose is true?

  Why should he live, now nature bankrupt is,

  Beggared of blood to blush through lively veins?

  For she hath no exchequer now but his,

  And proud of many, lives upon his gains.

  O, him she stores, to show what wealth she had

  In days long since, before these last so bad.

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  Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn,

  When beauty lived and died as flowers do now,

  Before these bastard signs of fair were borne,

  Or durst inhabit on a living brow;

  Before the golden tresses of the dead,

  The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,

  To live a second life on second head;

  Ere beauty’s dead fleece made another gay:

  In him those holy antique hours are seen,

  Without all ornament, itself and true,